I have been slow to start the blog because I have not been sure where to start. I could get on here and complain about how I feel but I don't know that will accomplish anything. We all know cancer sucks and chemo sucks even more. It is a New Year and praying for good things. I have been blessed with an amazing husband and two boys, family, friends, and co-workers.
My husband's world has become full of being Mr. Mom 100% and I must say, I think he does a better job than I do. I know he will be ready to give me my job back :) I know what I am going through is not just hard on me, but all of those around me, mostly my husband and kids. They are not used to seeing me sit, much less, not move to be the first one to control a situation. Hell, I'm not used to it. We all know how I like to be in control.
I am learning to let those around me help me which is beyond hard. I will have rough days and I will have great days. I plan to capitalize on those great days and make the best of them. I still have a long road ahead as my battle has just begun. I have a troop to help me get through this as I know I cannot stand alone in this fight.
I will have a right breast biopsy on Wednesday to rule out cancer in that breast due to some things they were concerned about on my original images. I plan to get my port in on Tuesday. This way the Red Devil and its sister drug (as my cousin has named one of the chemo drugs) can maybe go in a little smoother at our next date on the 11th.
Again, thank you to EVERYONE for the continuous support, love, and prayers, you are not only giving me, but my family. We are eternally grateful as we continue this fight! Love you all and Happy New Year!
Good job girl. You have an awesome army, great attitude and amazing strength. You can, and will, do it. This year will be what it is--it's a journey, a marathon of sorts, but you'll get through it one step at a time. And you'll come out on the other side. Love you. And get the numbing cream for the port. :-)
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